June 10 POW/WOW

Today. I got up. ate. tried to do anat and phys, failed. went to work. got home. ate dinner. went to best buy. bought dad 'the best of pavarotti' for Fathers Day. went home. ripped the cd i bought for dad onto my computer. talked to francis. came back inside. spent an hour on goldenclassics.com because there was a giftcard for 5 free song downloads in the cd, and we all know dad wouldnt use it.
So the WOW of my day has been downloading the following:
Beethoven's 5th
Unto Us a Child is Born
Aida-Triumphant March
Overture from Nebucco.

Yes, this last one is because I remember back in the days of homeschool how much mom LOVED that piece, and would always cry....so I wanted to download it cuz Im sappy like that.

My POW of the day (other than not getting to chat with my sister on gmail due to stupid article and stupid anatomy and phys) needs a small bit of backstory. I live with this girl named Mary, she was my best friend from back home, and when I decided to move to Vegas, I talked to my sister and brother and asked if she could possibly come with, because it would be good for her to have the change, and I thought that having my bff out there would equal awesomeness. However, as discussed in previous blogs, things havent exactly worked out the way I imagined. To get back to my POW, Jimmy has been over since Mary got off work, which was 2 hours before I got off. Ever since (4pm) they have been cuddling on the couch playing solitaire, facebooking, etc. being entirely unsocial and inappropriate. About a half hour ago, Francis called again to say goodnight. I went outside to talk to him and smoke a cig, Murdoc and Jimzilla followed. Mary sat down in her own chair, and Jimmy in his, and she lit a cig, just as I got off the phone with Franci (heart). As i closed my phone, she got into jimmys lap. (there are 5 fucking chairs around the porch table) I hate snuggling, I hate it when people do it on the sunporch (clare and tony, holly and dane) I think its rude to do around others, especially if you are with a 'third wheel'. (not to mention a 'third wheel' who hasnt seen her beloved in a month and is seriously losing it without him). In a most uncarrie-istic manner, I said
"uh......long pause..........i dont mean this to sound rude or anything at all, but would you mind sitting in your own chairs..?"

death glare from M, slight shift in weight, long, awk silence.

"Im not trying to be mean, and i mean, you dont have to, this isnt my house, but I would kinda appreciate it"

long death stare from M
"You cant expect the world around you to change, you just need to change your attitude"-M
"would it make you feel any better if I told you i got an email from Henderson?"-J

So that was my POW. and it felt like a literal POW in the chest. Like a punch from my best friend who is supposed to be considerate, care how I feel, realize how much her new relationship SUCKS FUCKING UNWASHED HAIRY ASSHOLE for me, and appreciate that i give them constant alone time (and hang out by myself every single night) instead tell me basically to fuck off. Cuz thats what i heard. even if she worded it differently.

I am h8in life right now. I have spent every single night hanging out with myself for the past week. Literally. Best nights, I drink beer and play DDR by myself. But then I made a bet with Michael Sunday night that I wouldnt drink anything all week and if I didnt, he would buy me a 6-pack saturday night. so I just watch FNL (haha dont worry. Mary has given me tons of shit about watching and finishing with out her) alone. Tonight is going to be new and exciting, Im gonna watch season 6 of 24 instead. Execpt I really dont like watching 24 alone, its so intense!!! Not to mention that its not good to watch it at night because of the adrenelane rushes.......

Bye bye love, bye bye happiness, hello lonliness, I feel like I could cry.....